Showing posts with label radical; the presence of God; intimacy; the call. Show all posts
Showing posts with label radical; the presence of God; intimacy; the call. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

A Zimbabwean Adventure (Part One)


Over the last two weeks I have ended each day closing my eyes in seven different beds, in 6 different cities and towns , including one very restless night on a cold, hard floor in Chinoyi. As I write this particular blog in my own warm bed in Cape Town tonight, the memory of the +-90 hours in a car, back of a bakkie or squashed amongst music equipment and baggage as we travelled close on 6000kms already seems a distant memory. The hundreds and hundreds of people that we spoke to, hugged, touched, prayed for, preached to, worshiped with, played with, fed and clothed seem light years away as I draw my curtains on a quiet Tableview cul de sac. The amount of speakers, cables, guitars, drums and the like that were loaded onto bakkies, offloaded, carried into rural settings, plugged in, fixed, tweaked, restrung, equalized, unplugged, carried and loaded back onto bakkies (often in the dark with the only light being from a solitary torch or cellphone) are mainly brought to mind as I casually switch on and off my television, kettle and bathroom light.

The dust, the sweat, the tears, the seemingly endless hours at the Beit bridge border have come and gone and life returns to a much more comfortable and normal hum drum pace.

Or was the last fortnight a small taste of what life really could and should be like?


"O God, rip from me a desire for comfort, a desire for mere earthly pleasures, a continual craving for worldly treasures. Whether on foreign soil or daily-chore-bound, let the memory of Christ’s passion burn brighter and brighter still"


(Check out the next few blogs for Stories from our time in Zimbabwe)

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Worship Leading: Song selection


Here are 3 criteria/lenses that I find helpful when choosing songs for our corporate worship times.


1.       Theological

2 aspects:

-Songs that are God oriented, not “me” focused. The great error in the modern church (I’m generalising here) is getting stuck in an adolescent type phase where everything is all about me. Our Christianity becomes a roller coaster experience based on feelings, circumstances and emotions when we denigrate our worship of God to what Christian Smith (author of “Soul Searching”) calls “Christian Moralistic therapeutic deism.” Worship leaders, we are not attempting to become the soundtrack to our congregations lives! Count the number of times personal pronouns of “me”, “I” and the like crop up in the songs we are singing. Make sure we are not just adding to our prevailing culture of idolatry by presenting them with an Oprah-esque type God who can fit in their pocket.

- Songs that are New Covenant in nature. We need to keep forefront in our minds that worship did not tear the heavens open, the blood of Christ did! Worship does not take us into His presence. The blood does! It is again idolatry of the grandest nature when we elevate our worship to a status that is not biblical. So sing about what Jesus has done! Revel in His goodness. Songs that remind people that we have direct access to The Father. Christ is our mediator, not our corporate worship times!

2.       Congregational

3.       Seasonal

The other two will be outworked in the next couple of blogs.

Monday, May 21, 2012

A normal day


Another defining moment during my three year stint at the Durban university was on a normal day when a friend and I felt strangely emboldened and went on a mini healing crusade during one of our seemingly endless free periods. Anyone that looked remotely sick or of a fragile disposition was moved in on at a rapid pace. After a few colds and headaches that were swiftly dealt with, as well as a slightly bemused guy’s broken leg healing in front of our eyes, our courageous faith mission for the day became an unstoppable Gospel agenda in our hearts as we became almost rabid to see the ill healed! What happened next though (as if the preceding miracles weren’t impressive enough) was something that I have held onto as a lifechanging moment ever since.

We had found ourselves by the Student Union buildings when a young gentleman approached us and asked if we were the guys praying for the sick people. We looked at each other excitedly as we realised that the word had spread. After affirming that what he said was true, he beckoned us to follow him up several flights of stairs, down a corridor and into the very heart of that particular building. Without another word spoken, he stopped outside a closed door, took off his shoes and motioned us to do the same. In a similar fashion, we removed our footwear and followed him into the dimly lit room. As our eyes adjusted to the light (or lack there of),  I became aware of several hindu students kneeling in corners, muttering almost silent prayers while desperately clasping beads of some sorts. Amongst them were golden statues, posters adorned with sacred mantras, and smouldering incense sticks. Unwittingly (for us) we had stumbled into the Bhakti Yoga Society’s head quarters! This was the mother load!

Our pied piper who had lead us thus far, spoke up for the first time since our first exchange outside. “This girl is anaemic. It’s bad. Can you pray?” The girl in question looked up nervously. In normal circumstances, a situation like this would be somewhat nerve-wracking for me. This was no Sunday morning church meeting where a Christian had come up to the front for prayer. Here we had walked straight into the enemy’s camp and by any casual observer we looked like fish out of water. But as I said, this day seemed different. It just didn’t feel like a normal day.

Not waiting for my logic or rationale to catch up, I looked at this young girl and asked her two questions. Did she want to be healed and was she alright for me to ask Jesus for that healing? She nodded in agreement to both. We laid our hands on her and prayed very simple prayers that I can’t even remember. I wasn’t even too sure what the full implications of being anaemic meant! But what I did know for sure was that my God was good. Maybe a bit iffy on what the disease was, a tad so-so on what to pray, but I was pretty confident in His willingness and ability to show His kindness!

Nervously, we opened our eyes. She opened hers. And down the tears rolled over her face and onto the floor. To this day I won’t forget her words, “What power is in your hands to make me feel this way?” As we preceded to explain that it was not us but the love of a Father who was desperate for her, I realised that this was not a place to fear. This was very rightly a holy place.

After we left the room, put our shoes back on and walked bemused back into the sunshine outside, my friend casually asked me if I knew what I had been doing while I had been praying with my eyes tightly shut. I answered in the negative. “Bud, you had your whole weight leaning on a statue of a hindu God!”

This was by no means a normal day.

Or maybe, just maybe, this             is                 what             normal            really           looks            like.


Monday, November 28, 2011

In just one moment

Sometimes we need to do something completely radical in order to get our flesh to bow it's knee to the Spirit. Tonight was such a night...
"Draw near to me...and I will draw near to you"

*A Call to Intimacy
-Am I pursuing and preaching 'the call' or am I practicing 'the intimacy'?
-Do I love 'The Call' or 'The Caller'?
-Have I allowed the call to become an idol?

*A Call to Nations
-Have I become domesticated, safe, predictable, cautious, "balanced"?
-Have I allowed the everyday things to cloud the bigness of the vision?
-Have I resigned myself to 'the process'?

Oh how long will we sleep for? How long will we strive and wrestle with the flesh when we have been called to wrestle with things so much greater?